i am actually going crazy lately. so many emotions and so much stuff going on and blaahhhhhhh. i need an escape. i need to get back into a school and work routine and be with new people and asdfghjkl i need to get better. :(
it’s only christmas #1 with a small portion of my family, and my anxiety is ready unbearable.
i need space…
in major need of reassurance. stressed and overwhelmed and soooo tempted to fall back into old habits:/ i know i can do this, but with zero support from family, and limited support from “friends”, it is so hard to stay on the right track:( blaaahhhh. one more night. i can stay strong for just one more night. we’ll take this day by day..
if you wanna send me some love, i wouldn’t object… 3
things that i am currently in desperate need of:
-motivation and/or good grades
-some medication for my brain.
- me: i actually feel happy with everything right now
- face: here's some acne
- school: here's some work
- friends: here's a knife in the back
- parents: here's some added pressure
- crush: here's my new girlfriend
- me: ok