in major need of reassurance. stressed and overwhelmed and soooo tempted to fall back into old habits:/ i know i can do this, but with zero support from family, and limited support from “friends”, it is so hard to stay on the right track:( blaaahhhh. one more night. i can stay strong for just one more night. we’ll take this day by day..
i miss you. i miss us. we’re the best of friends and that means everything to me. but i can’t help but think back to the way things used to be. maybe this time something will click? or maybe it’ll just crash and burn as always. maybe i don’t miss us, i just miss that feeling? but i do. i miss you. everything reminds me of you. i’ll be looking through old pictures on my phone or laptop, and 7 out of 10 of them are with/for/of you. or the teddy bear on my bed that you gave me on our first valentine’s day. you probably don’t even know that i still have it. i thought of you when i found our baseball tickets in my wallet. the cd’s in my dresser, from the summer we spent nearly 5,000 miles apart. i think of you when my dad makes your favorite food. when i put on some sweats that you always said were your favorite. sometimes a song will play on the radio, and a million little memories flood back. when i cleaned out my room, i found some of our old love letters, from probably ninth grade:p can you believe we’re seniors now? crazy how time flies, and how things change. i miss you. but i shouldn’t. because you’re still right beside me. but, it’s different. and i don’t know what to do anymore.
Dear whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be reblogging this. You’re not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.
I’m bout to follow all these people xxxx
love you all, i’m always here if you need to talk!
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^^ one of my all time favorites<3
The night before the burial of her husband 2nd Lt. James Cathey of the United States Marine Corps, killed in Iraq, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body for the last time. The Marines made a bed for her, tucking in the sheets below the flag. Before she fell asleep, she opened her laptop computer and played songs that reminded her of him, and one of the Marines asked if she wanted them to continue standing watch as she slept. “I think it would be kind of nice if you kept doing it” she said. “I think that’s what he would have wanted”.
-Not sure what is more honorable: Being married to this faithful wife to the end or the Marine standing next to the casket watching over them both.
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