tears.

it’s been four years since i’ve seen my dad cry, untill tonight. four years ago it was at his grandma’s funeral. tonight i started crying because i missed my aunt (from the other side of the family) and we had a heart to heart and then he cried because he missed his mom. he told me things i have never heard him confess…
i love my daddy so much.

in major need of reassurance. stressed and overwhelmed and soooo tempted to fall back into old habits:/ i know i can do this, but with zero support from family, and limited support from “friends”, it is so hard to stay on the right track:( blaaahhhh. one more night. i can stay strong for just one more night. we’ll take this day by day..

:(

:(

one of those nights..
chinese food, pajamas, icecream, depressing movies, laptop, and phone off. fuck the world:’(

yes.

yes.

sooooooo true.

sooooooo true.

oh my gaaahhhh.

oh my gaaahhhh.

<3

<3