i build these walls. and i act strong all the time. i surround myself with people so i forget about everything. but the minute i’m finally alone, i break. i can’t fucking take this anymore. i am so alone. and broken. and worthless. i’m done acting like it’s okay, cause it’s not. it’s really hard and i can’t fucking do it.
someone fix this. i can’t do this. i, gaaaahhh.
i need help. meh:(
this is not the way i needed to end my break.
everything was finally going alright. and this. :(
in major need of reassurance. stressed and overwhelmed and soooo tempted to fall back into old habits:/ i know i can do this, but with zero support from family, and limited support from “friends”, it is so hard to stay on the right track:( blaaahhhh. one more night. i can stay strong for just one more night. we’ll take this day by day..
if you wanna send me some love, i wouldn’t object… 3
one of those nights..
chinese food, pajamas, icecream, depressing movies, laptop, and phone off. fuck the world:’(